well now im hated for sticking up for someone by everyone i considered my friends. they all think im a horrible person for hiting someone who has no regard for other peoples feelings. everyone is so mad at me and i no matter how hard i try i cant get anything right. i hate everything right now.
uuuhhhh, this sucks
January 20th, 2003 | darkness
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Yep, we’ve been there. All of us. But you know it passes and people forget, and they learn to accept us despite our flaws. If they can’t, we forget about them and find better people.
Never let anybody else define your thoughts or actions, because if you’re ever alone, you’ll stop being able to get along with yourself.
Dam
thanks, i need that.
Hope
well, today started to be great, but i went through hell. I went with some friends to play pool, and i saw something that made me feel like i wanted to shove a god damn knife straight through my neck…someone i cared about was making my life miserable…i loved her, but, she wasnt mine, so i have no right to be pissed, but the fact is, i love her…u can guess the rest…but i just want to say, if something like this happens to u, dont let it fuck with ur life, im sure u have lots of other problems to deal with…so just remember, dont let it control you, or ur life will be a fucking living hell!
yeah i know, this shit shouldnt bother me, but it does. i dont know why, i guess im more afraid of being alone than not having friends. i do love them, but i really dont like them a lot of the time, and without them i feel alone. so i just put up with it and go through the stupid high school drama just like everyone else.
hey, if they can’t accept that you did what you did for good reasons, and forgive your actions against someone who sounds like a guy I know way too well, then they really aren’t good enough for you - if you think about it… anyway, if you show them why you did what you did, I’m sure they will forgive you, or you need better friends.
everyday thoughts, I know exactly how you feel - there’s a girl who I’m madly in love with so much that I can hardly breath when she’s near (god dammit!!) but what I do, is instead of focusing on the fact that she’s not mine & is going with a *cool* fuckwit, I think about how happy the prick makes her & even though I hate him, it makes me happy to know that she’s happy…… is this positve attitude fooling anyone?? ok
I Love you all anyway
Mashiara x
yeah, well, just talk to her, and you can at least get to know her. i dont think that would do any harm and maybe she’ll like you in return.
Hope
loving a girl you can never have is stupid. If you want to ruin your life, that is what you must do… and while you’re at it, why don’t you just move in with her, you know live with her, give her everything you have, while she brings in the boyfriend and fucks him while you can hear… and then walks about the bedroom, and comes over and talks to you, making you feel beter, because she is giving you attention. You forget all the pain she is caused, and lose yourself in the little happiness she lets you feel…. yea it is all such a farce, such a dream, such a reality gone wrong.
no offence but that seems kind of cruel, but maybe you didn’t mean it that way. But you shouldn’t say shit to put people down or destroy their hopes, cause sometimes that’s all people have is hopes.
u say all ur friends r pist at u? wat kinda frends r they if they wont listen 2 ur point of view tel them 2 think rashionally an frm ur point of view if they wont listen 2 u then they aint ur frends an u deserve a shitload betta…ive been thru the same thing standin up 4 sum1 wen no 1 respected her i talked 2 1 of ma frends an got her on my side the rest jus happend…gd luck n dun worry…like blacklight sed ppl ferget…
yeah they’ve forgotten, and things are still not so good, but i’ll live, thanks,
Hope