whats wrong with me
this isnt right
i should be happy
but instead i act
never telling secrets of
deadly tears
tears of blood
from my wrist arms and legs
numb walls
walls of pills
one after another til i cant feel
never telling my feelings
keeping them bottled up inside
never letting go
whats wrong
not to long ago i was happy
i would smile
now im lost inside depression
struggling to break free
but i cant
it wont let go
begging me to stay
keeping me for itself
trainning me to lie
and give in to myself
telling me to cry
and create moe lines upon my skin
over and over
until frustration gives in
no more love
no more hate
just darkness
i am fallen