There I am in the corner, left there to die.
I cry the tears of many people
Your sin is all I’ve known
To watch and wonder when you’ll love me again
To hope and pray that maybe some day someone will stay
I drag the blade along my skin
Up and down while frustration gives in
The blood will trickle down to the floor
Hoping you will come and find me once more
Again and again, never stopping, watching the world pass me by
wanting and wanting just to die
Watching the world with all its sin
Men beating women, women giving in
Selling themselves for drugs and money
Watching this I wonder, were they ever like me?
Hoping for you to come and save me.
Thoughts bottled up that’ll make a person go crazy.
Lines up and down your skin, wanting the blood just to feel,
Just to know that you still alive,
Just needing to cry.
There I am in the corner, left all alone
Wondering if they see me or even know I’m here
Living their happy, little, meaningless, lives
Why aren’t you here?
You said you’d be here when I needed you.
What, Are you mad cuz you realized your not free either, just like me?
Not free from all the entrapment that is depression.
Wanting it to go away just so you can go on living
But he’s got your heart and until you break free you’ll never be rid of this twice forgotten love.
It’s stuck in your heart, like the blood running through your veins begging to break free w/ every slice, every poke.
There I am in the corner, never forgetting you
Watching you go on, and never breaking through
Every last slice is part of you and me,
Part of the feelings we had for each other,
Part of the twice forgotten love we share.