Lying in the darkness
Crying softly in my bed
So many morbid thoughts
Slowly drifting through my head
The idea of death suddenly
Appeals to me
I am simply pathetic
I do not need to be
My life is useless
I feel like shit
There is now way out
Of my bottomless pit
As the knife touches my skin
A small drop of blood begins to flow
I feel no pain
The process is slow
I am drowning in my blood
I just sit there and cry
It is in my own blood
That I shall surely die
Why don’t I want help
There is still a chance
But then I see my life
At one quick glance
Life is leaving me
It’s just leaving my soul
I keep falling deeper
Into my endless hole
I know it’s for the best
I deserve what I shall get
I’m ready to die now
I’m so sick of this shit