How can I describe being alone…
Alone it is when you are blind…it is black and you cannot see anything but total darkness.
Alone, being deaf…no sound only complete silence.
It is that small box that you are closed in, all you can feel is the ice walls on your fragile skin. When you scream and noone hears you….you can’t even hear yourself scream inside. You take your nails against the cold hard walls, and you dig until your hands bleed. It is that feeling in the back of your throat, when you can’t breath in air….because the loneliness is overwhelming. Alone is how I feel, alone…..and I don’t even know if I am still alive anymore.