I cut myself today
I tried to escape through the pain
and my fingers red with crimson tides
open my wrists to see what they hide
feeling, like a broken night light
feeling, like nothing I do is right
And I wonder why I’m still here
and I have a deep rooted fear
that you, you will think less of me
that you, you will one day leave me
alone again
I felt like I was invisible today
this god forsaken numbness wont go away
These pills, laced with Irony
these pills, make me not me
And I wonder why I’m still here
and I have a deep rooted fear
that you, you will think less of me
that you, you will one day leave me
alone again
Alone again