Sometimes i feel like i have to hurt some body that i have to hurt my self i use to bring it out on my big brother it always felt good but now i can’t i try to hold it in but it always breaks out some how. i have gotten in to alot of fights this year for stupid reasons like some kid hit the back of my seat on the bus or some kid flicks in the ear or i get push it justs breaks out
and i just dont swing by my self i feel like some one else is doing it i just black out and the next thing that i would know the kid be on the ground lying my mom sent me to the counsiler a few times she thinks that its because my mom and dad are getting a divorse but it been happening way before that i some times feel scared that i might hurt some one i like.