I dont know what Im about to write…just random shit as it comes
Letting my feelings go
Open for comment
I feel down
Who would want to make me–
Im so gay
Who would want to take this–
Im such a……
Why do I feel so…..
Why are you so…..
Frustrated
Down in the dumps
Gonna do it, no more to it
Because Im shit
Someone on the phone
What is it?
Cant you just leave me–
Please, please dont leave me–
Im crying now.
As i sit and type
Choking
Dont want life
Misunderstood
Poor childhood
Point and jeer
Look at that queer
See their fear
Im so alone
At least I feel that way
Hang up the phone
And throw it all away
note
*Im sorry for having these feelings.
Its all I can do, after all this needing
It feels so wrong, but i cant change it
I wanna make it right
but i cant*