Fear

fear is as grey as a cold winter day, it makes you stop and think, it makes you analyze your every move, thought, emoution, and deed. every word sprung from your mouth is cautiously examined and reheared. Fear freezes your blood and seizes the air from your lungs. It’s icy grasp tingles and resonates within your brain, the echos stirs restlessly, raining down unfortunate memories of a tretcherous past. a very haunting past that could crush you with a weight of a sorrow so deep that not even six feet under wouldn’t be far enough away for my soul to rest. no, an immortal, eternal, or unending life in the dark wouldn’t save my soul from the immense suffering and torture for which i deserve. i should be damned to hell for all i’ve done, neglected, and simply ignored.Only god can help me now. if that…