Entries from April 2003 ↓

Time is a valuable thing.
At least, that is what I have been told.
But, if it is such a precious thing
Then why do people
Just waste so much of it
As if it were just any other thing?

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It was just another day.
Hanging out with your friends
Laughing and having a good time,

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How many of you have been pregnant? And what did you decide to do about it? From what I can gather most users of this site are teenagers, so it couldn’t be simple.
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I heard you calling out my name last night.
Was it in anger or was it in pain?
I know it sounds like desparation, But it feels like an addiciton
I cant get you out of my world.

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Sitting alone in the darkend room,i wait for him to come and take me away.The things iv done,i wish i could erase them all,and start over,just like a mistake on a piece of paper…some time’s life does seem as simple as paper.

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Perry was sitting on his bed again, thinking of earlier when the
boys at school threatend to beat him up..
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ECHOES-PART ONE
There are echoes
Echoes, echoes

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(This–this was what i call free flow thoughts. Not actually something worth reading. I just thoroughly enjoyed getting it out.)

When it all comes undone. When the blood dripping down your arms and legs and chest and even your feet isn’t enough to suffice the burning in the pit of your stomach. When the doctors can’t put you on enough pills to keep you comfortably sedated without killing you in the process. Continue reading →

When it all comes undone. When the blood dripping down your arms and legs and chest and even your feet isn’t enough to suffice the burning in the pit of your stomach. When the doctors can’t put you on enough pills to keep you comfortably sedated without killing you in the process. Continue reading →

I began construction more than a year ago and I have been struggling down this rocky path, as a beast of burden, for nearly two months. I carry on my back a homemade crucifix, made of the strongest, heaviest wood covered in sheets of metal.
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Somewhere behind all those stars,
Is a reason to live.
An answer, and advice to give.
Somewhere behind all those stars,
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Repitions of building up you and breaking you down dominate my thoughts
Every aspect of you is over analyzed
The confusion of emotions consumes as your pedestal crumbles
Leaving me lonely and lying on the floor covered in it’s rubble
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Rape my vulnerable disillusioned state again,
Disclose your obvious intentions and carry out this precarious performance,
Your instinctive seduction elapses with perpetual insufficiencies of conscience and compassion,
The friction of the your heated caress lingers as my tolerance is compromised
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Rape my vulnerable disillusioned state again,
Disclose your obvious intentions and carry out this precarious performance,
Your instinctive seduction elapses with perpetual insufficiencies of conscience and compassion,
The friction of the your heated caress lingers as my tolerance is compromised
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why dont you belive me?
your suposed to be my bestfriend
your suposed to care when im scared and hurt
i tell you im scared of him
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You can grow
You can hate
But you can’t control your faith

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A rose offered
with gentle kisses
beneath a tempest,
my hand you take
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How do I begin to explain how I feel inside?
The trouble and pain I’ve caused in your mind.
The amount of times you’ve tried.
I throw it back again in lies.

Now alone again in my thoughts
I sit and write of what another day’s brought.
The thoughts of you inside my head,
My broken body upon the bed.

All this talk of love,
These “heavenly words of God above”
They just float by,
Drowned by sorrow,
Another heart and soul I’d like to borrow.

I see your face and smile to myself
This happiness you bring me,
I could never tell.
Through my foolishness you’re fading away
And I’m alone without a friend to try another day.

In my heart, I think I love you
But with the pain that pounds,
these words are untrue
I leave your side
Bottle this thought inside
And face what tomorrow holds.

Darkangel, your beauty is clear,
Unlike our old master’s and all we see here,
Darkangel, you only I want,
For God is a slave driver and jesus a cunt.. Continue reading →

I looked you in the eye,
the day we first met.
That first time,
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When the world around you seems to fall,
and u realize you cant take it anymore.
The pain, the hate, the never ending stares,
the questions, the answers, and the ”no one cares”.
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Feeling down
Out on the town
Pop a pill
Waiting still
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you were bueatiful inside and out,
you were just like me brave and stout,
you looked like me,
mocha skin, lips so full they could pass for sin,
not only does you beauty lie within.

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im a younger generation ‘goth/metalhead’, and i suppose going by what i have read on this site that im a subject to ridicule for being a ‘poser’, but i dont see how people can label others as this without even knowing them and getting that small glimpse into their mind and soul.
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Your soul forever burns this life
Toxic fumes of your delight
Pain and torture bring your fear
And death begins to creep so near
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I Am You puppet. I’m Your Weapon. I’m Your killer. I’m Your murderer. I do what you say, No matter what I Do, I can’t Control myself. Continue reading →

Faithless and breaking, she suffered
A deadly forest of poison and lies
Hate grows within her weakened heart
Why can’t I die tonight? Continue reading →

every time i come on to this site everyone is talking about lables, please just drop it. there are far more important things to life than labels. you can’t stop them so just ignore them. labels will never go away so just drop it, ignore it, whatever it takes, just quite with all the damn label talk already, PLEASE!

hello,i’m xena..i hope that the whole world can read my message…i need to talk to a gothic guy or a girl..i wanna become a goth and i cant find a way here in my country they’r abused…i need help plz ..contact me..reach to me…

i dont know why im writing this (probably because its nearly 3am here and i decided not to sleep last night) but i would just like to inform someone (anyone!) Continue reading →