Lost

Now is lost
Hopeless again
when will people accept me for who i really am?

My bloody tears
crawl down my face
searching for a place
to rest in peace

for now is lost,
yesterdays gone,
today is nothing
tomorrow is something.

What is this so called god?,
angels sent to me?
But im no one

When im cold,
when im lonley
searching for death to hold me…

my skin is white,
im breathless
i see no light
only darkness
am I dead?,
is this really the end??…..