The Dark Feeling

Ah, i love when this takes over me
sweet feeling letting me know im alive
all that i am and ever will be
wrapped inside this one true feeling
the darkness of truth sets me free
it changes to anger so quickly
the light envious of the happiness from the dark
the face of love seems sickly
by comparison to this feeling
everything i have ever tried to hide
its comes out in broken rhymes
one tear after another letting everything out inside
the anger the fear the pain and desperation
i must not vocalize the way i was broken
everything should not be told
it must never be said for fear of the words spoken
incriminating the pain of fright
keep me locked inside the dark
oh god keep away your fucking light
this darkness over takes me and i like it this way
this pain lets me know im alive
this is the way i am forced to stay
by choice and by the fact i have no way out
memories of the past killing me
fathers love i will forever doubt
do it again u know u want to
rape me again u fucking whore
throw away my emotions and do wat u do
hahaha how happy i am
for i have this dark feeling
and ur whole being i forever damn
i want to burn down ur house
slowly
douse u in gasoline the way u did my heart
life will completely go away
this feeling keeps me from dieing
now all light leave me i pray
the dark feeling envelops me
i love it
it sets me free