Sadistic Love

bruise me with your head pounding words
hate me with your cold, black heart
cut me with your razor sharp kisses
burn me with the sting of your part
kill me with your twisted love
melt me with your sadistic stare
fuck with my simple mind
suffocate me because i wasn’t there

make me think it’s all my fault
make me wish i were dead
make me pretend like it’s all okay
paint this picture in my head
fuck with my mind until it’s gone
this image of what you are

make me think you’re perfect
worship yuo like a star
hurt me with your deceitful words
asphyxiate me in your lies
make me feel like i have meaning
ignore my pleading cries

i’m nothing, i’m worthless, you don’t care
don’t comfort me when i’m down
i lack substance, i lack meaning, i’m stupid
annihilate me without a sound

( Let me remind you: stealing is a crime. Let’s save us both the hassel and yourself the humiliation, don’t steal. I take pride in the crappiest of my writings. )