Entries from April 2004 ↓

Filled with anger
Filled with rage
I sit here not knowing
How to control my pain Continue reading →

I felt myself falling to my knees, the crack of my bone on the stone floor seemed distant in my ears compared with the laughter I heard coming from the figure in front of me. Kylan stood before me, I knew that if I looked up I would see his perfectly sculpted face, black eyes and waist length silver hair, his sensual lips cracked into a sadistic smile and the whip he held in his hand raised to beat me down once more. From the floor below me I could hear the music from Kylan’s party, I could feel the floor vibrate in time to it beneath my hands. Continue reading →

The bridge, the night, the black water, the glisten of the moon and her reflection in a haze of street lights and stars… it all seemed so promising, so tempting. She was cold, so cold, freezing in icy air. Continue reading →

It’s kinda’ funny, because when I talk to some of my friends, they tell me that when people first introduced us to one another, that they referred to me as “that one Black punk chick”, but I never really saw myself as being “punk”. Continue reading →

i walk through the eternal shadow that is my life. Where there was light and happyness and hope, now lies darkness and despair. Why can’t people see this? Continue reading →

Long into this darkness I stare
Long do i sit and listen
Hissing, screaming, writhing, glaring Continue reading →

It was just another plain night. I went for a walk because Dad was out of town again and mom was sleeping already. I had many things on my mind. I missed my father, we weren’t as close as we used to be. Continue reading →

Ouch.
God when will this be over?
Ouch.
Is this your first time? Continue reading →

Usualy I dont talk of my dreams at all… but when I saw what you people do here, that kind a inspired me, let me know am not the only one with this problem… Please if anyone has comment to this, feel free because I am new to this site and I would like to know what others think of me…
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..It was cloudy and windy out when I was walking down the bike trail in the park…and that’s when I saw her…
she was sitting on the bench all herself. She was wearing long black dress and high hill boots that went all the way up to her knees. Continue reading →

Ever since I can remember, I’ve been different from other kids. I liked girls. I don’t know what is was about them that I liked so much. They were so beautiful and sweet, much sweeter than any guy. I was always taught that stuff like that was wrong. Continue reading →

They keep you in a cardboard box
to be shipped quietly to Spain
where the sad sun still burns
and the plants will all die Continue reading →

You are a dream, like I
You are strong, so do I
I need you, I want you Continue reading →

Do you like the world you live in
Would you like to see it burn
Are you the center of your own universe?
Would you like to see it destroyed?
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theres something im lacking
something i cant find
something im lacking in the back of my mind
im lacking a part of me that makes me whole Continue reading →

“That’s me you see who’s doubled over,
in the mud and wrought with pain.
Trust me though this is unlike,
anything a one could feign. Continue reading →

She was so beautiful. Her long black hair tapering down the back her long satin black dress. Her nipples hard underneathe the thin fabric, which of course was an indication that she wasn’t wearing a bra. She heard the doorbell rign, it was Tristan. She opened the door, Tristan’s mind and dick were happy to see her. As soon as he saw her he got a huge erection. Continue reading →

As the sun may rise and set,
And light the land so bright.
Strength is that which cannot be,
Present in the light. Continue reading →

The mortal temptation of which I speak, who shall be named Arlene, is one such person who thrust’s these jests to others, to guard her spirit and cleanse her mind.
Tears run from her eyes and began to chip away the carefully laden mascara. Continue reading →

Never the load upon my back,
does carry quite a weight.
From sun up the stones are bore,
until the hours’ late. Continue reading →

Only shall they know,
Of the hurricane of my soul.
Brimstone deep shall burn my bones,
And tear the love from my heart. Continue reading →

Losing the soul
taking a soul
difference there is Continue reading →

As a young child Joey had a terrible life. His father was a drunk and his mother past away when Joey was very young. His father was terrible to him. He would lock Joey in the closet for no reason but to hear him cry. Continue reading →

why be skittish?
is this all a delusion?
this world is my inferno… Continue reading →

why-
do you taunt me so-
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Meet Johnny.
At age 16 he’s decided to give up.
His parents are divorced. Continue reading →

the moments I need a friend-
when the rest of the world has turned it’s back-
I feel alone, wishing someone were here-
Continue reading →

Danyel walked up behind Sasha, and put her arms around his waist. Smelling the scent of white musk on his shirt made her want him even more. So, just to heat things up a bit, she opened her mouth just enough to bite his shoulder. Continue reading →

The same old pain, the same old pain..
The needle in my skin, the razor in my hand..
The blood begins to run as my head begins to spin.. Continue reading →

As beautiful as the night sky and with eyes reflecting the moonlight.
A kiss from her velvet lips entangles my mind and brings forth what was lost.
Her mellifluous touch reconciles my blemished soul as luscious lips meet underneath the weeping willow. Continue reading →