A single solitary tearSlides down my face to find,No more crimson joyOnly lonliness
Mt lacking soldier found me desoluteCrying, I awakeFinding all lostAll goneAll nothingReaching out I exclaim to someone,The sameSo different.I don’t want you to be meProtect yourselfGet awayI just destroyAll jadedI do not bleedI can’t cry.I don’t hate.I just…..I cannot feel.I cut and watch our blood.Patiently waiting.Tapping footHumming songYet no pain.Don’t I deserve to feel.Yet when they let meIt’s only pain.No more happinessI search and can’t findI over turn this Herculean rockTo find the same sorrowI found a week before.All my blood drips on the floorAnd I’m still waitingSilently, patiently, for our pain.And I still…I just…I cannot…ever feel anything.