FUCK!…. what the hell am i doing here… assessing my humaness or uh subhumaness, nah cannot remember. desirable traits of idiocy shine through… so lovely the over dramatic “ooh! i am in so much pain!” types they make me laugh.
FUCK!…. what the hell am i doing here… assessing my humaness or uh subhumaness, nah cannot remember. desirable traits of idiocy shine through… so lovely the over dramatic “ooh! i am in so much pain!” types they make me laugh. maybe that is bad… but i am sure getting a laugh. i thought i was going to stop myself from laughing at others suffering but i cannot help it, i truly have guilt trips… knowing that i cannot be as good a person as i want to be. if i could choose to reincarnate myself as a book worm or a socialite… i would probably be pissed to go through the same bullshit i had to go through as a bookworm… so i think i would rather work on my social skills. though that is not possible and so i am stuck in a curious state as to why people wish to continue human interaction(maybe its entertainment) i know i get my kicks from someone trying to sound overly smart. and to you smart-asses i say :FUCK YOU!!! and good luck with your entrance exams. it seems we lack in cherishing all that makes us human (even if it is bad for us). as we bow our head in silence for the death of what i once called humanity… i cannot help but wonder if i am still alive as a human, but i guess i will never know since i need to interact more with people in order to find out. excuse me for a moment while i stare at a shiny object…
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hmm what the fuck was i saying? ahh who cares i am human what i say has no meaning. you could easily disregard life as an adventure but i say it is a learning experience… and i know many have a different opinion on lifes experiences (so do not bitch at me if i am norrowing it down too much). so we should learn from each other… HAHAHA! that made me laugh what a bunch of shitt! it is true but as i said i have a hard time getting along with people…. and so it is hard for me. how will humanity be defined? who cares too many questions… you feel like doing something,then do it… that way the rest of us will get a good laugh at how fuckin stupid we can be. chances are i am going to be killed by one of you stupids one of these days and then i know everyone will get a good laugh from that. so enjoy being human… some people wish for that much at least… that is all.
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y’kno we share common ground here, every single day thats how i think. i love to watch people scurry around there little lives utterly oblivious to the fatc taht they are in fact alive. So caught up in counting the veins in their eyeballs that being alive becomes a topic of conversation on a lower level than debating the weather or wether or not theyre going on holiday. At times i want to smack them, at other times id like to join them. But then again the worlds a pretty little place when you ignore it.
YARO I can’t even pick your opinion from your sarcasm.
I have this to say to the both of you, you may laugh at the people who walk around in their dead end job and rat-race lives, but I pity the people who stand around and laugh at the people who walk around in their dead end jobs and rat-race lives. What I’m saying is your not the supreme being, you only have supremecy over idiots, “gee what knoble possition in life” (that was sarcasm)
If you were more than only one inch above their level of idoicy, then you’d spend your hours on something more enjoyable or intelligent than laughing at someone just because they’re are dumb.
pity?supremacy? i said neither bout either. i also never implied anythign about them being stupid. My arguemtn is based on the fact that they are blind to the world. “If you were more than only one inch above their level of idoicy” thats really funny because im far from idiotic or stupid, i have a view on life thats not shared by everyone and that makes me stupid?. Im not laughing at them im trying to ponder how its possible tat they can actually be who they are, because i know that im not that kind of person and i dont ever want to be. Im mocking no one.
thicktears… do not say anything unless you know the whole story… i am one of those stuck in a dead end job… your making me feel bad about admiting to be human. and again where the hell do you get the idea that i am a supreme being… you stupid fuck…. do you know what a sub-human is?…. that means i am probably more pathetic and stupid than you… i only point out the obvious of lifes trivial jokes. so join me in a laugh or go back to thinking your the creme of the crop as you so misinterpreted me.
well, I agree with yarro and downward spiral, you do have to laugh at the trivial things in life, being sarcastic or jadded, nothing wrong with it. I guess you just reach a certain point where it’s all the same old shit. you have to poke at it to bear with it. I work in an industrial plant doing production like a fucking robot doing the same old shit all day long, I pay to breath like the rest, some times you really just dont want to hear shit about rediculously over dramatic self Impending doom of others, It’s fucking dumb, especially if it’s coming out of somebody’s mouth who has the bills payed for them. I mean really, is it that bad? I fucking doubt it, but yeah, like downward said, once in a while I feel like joining you, but not for too long, fuck, you guy’s make more depressed and anxious and pissed than I already am at some points in these conversations, and I like a good laugh at the expence of others once in a while, who want’s a serving of malicious intent? I’m ready to dish it out. but dont cry about it if you ask for it.
I smart
This world is brittle and has made its sub-humans cynical, i see more and more cynisim and sarcasm with each click of the mouse and its what i came here for. So is it just me or do you notice that the ones with more awarness and wisdom about life tend to work the lesser jobs, while the “good children” who never question anything get a higher paying job. I feel like sometimes the government is a religon have blind faith and ye shall recive a divine reward
I dont know about you guys, but the devine reward sounds kinda good.
Yep, like a giant cookie and a warm blanket that you get for being homeless and donating blood. ^_^
HA HA HA, thats why it sounds so good, sucka.
I think you have to steal the reward or something, somehow…..
You dont have to drugs to understand this, just pretend your preteen girl that does drugs and has to be a prostitute
mmmkay… you lost me?
“Moment of silence”, it was good read. made me chuckle, kinda hard to do- thanks yarro.
Yep sorry intoxicated was i that was for one of my poem posting and i got mixed up sorry ^_^
Who are you to judge those in higher paid jobs Nelokrista13? Just because they earn more money than you doesn’t mean they’re not as deep as you are. It doesn’t mean they don’t think about the world and their lives either. Okay, granted I’ve no doubt many are so focused on their jobs they couldn’t tell you the name of the street they live off, but generalisations should not be made when it comes to things like this. That’s how we all get segregated. We are all people, and as such are united. But we are also all individuals who nobody else could ever fully understand, and that’s what makes us who we are, and that’s what makes generalisations dangerous (in my humble oppinion).
It’s up to us to change our lives because no one else is gonna do it for us. And yeah, quitting a shitty job and risking being out of work for a while, or going back to school or whatever is not the easiest thing to do, but if you can see the bigger picture, or at least try to make a plan for your own future, you can get a higher paid job one day too. It doesn’t just fall in everyones laps.
YARO, if you wonder what your life would be like if you were reborn as someone else, then re-birth yourself. I’ve changed who I am because I wasn’t happy. And yeah, I’m not always happy now, but at least I know that who I am is who I’ve chosen to be. Try out new things. You’ll suprised how much it helps you figure things out. The rut can be climbed out of.
I wasnt trying to judge those in higher paid jobs!! I myself had to work very hard to get the very nice paying job I have now. It’s just my cynical veiw on the place where i live, it seems that most here seem to be ignorant of most cultures, but have academic achivments that outshine some of the smarter people I know. Thats all, I wasnt trying to judge anyone because that would make me a hypocrite and i despise people like that.
It is a shame how many people not only don’t know, but don’t seem to WANT to know about other cultures. I apologise if I was too harsh.
I agree with you in that aspect. Many around me would rather just close their ears and go “lalalalalalalalalalalla i cant heeeeaaaarrrrrr youuuuuuu!!!!!” and it pisses me off to no extent.
Look downward spiral, when I included you in my complaint, I only did so, because you were agreeing with what yaro posted (and thats all, I fully respect you otherwise), I know your didn’t say any of those things. And to yaro, how the fuck am I supposed to “know the whole story before I say somthing”? YOU TOLD THE FUCKING STORY, and said nothing about the other factors which you somehow expect me to know, maybe I missinterpreted your post (and sorry if I did), but you sure as hell (up untill your last comment) seemed like a “holier than though” “i am nothing, but I am everything” “I am am stupid and pathetic, but you all suck” kinda person, and to be honest those sort of people fucking piss me off like you wouldn’t beleive. When someone shouts with anger I listen, when someone cries in pain I listen, but when someone cries in pain, and shouts in anger, and critisizes other cultures, while complaining about the very same thing, I say fuck off. So what are you yaro? In pain and confusion? Angry and violent at someone or thing? or just arrogant, critical and sanctimonious. You say you hate people who are blind to other cultures, you say you laugh at other cultures, you say your in those other cultures, and through all the nonsense and hypocracy, you say you hate hypocrits? Yaro you fucking confuse me, yeah I fired to harsh and early, and please accept my apology(for that), but where the fuck are you at? I don’t know what your trying to say, you write this post like your some sadistic asshole, then attack me with comments of guilt, acceptance, compassion, and all that shit, dude wtf? just set me straight, because you sure fucking put me off track.
*yawn* hehehe… did i piss off thicktears? hehehe pooh widle baby take wife to seewious. think of me as a puzzle if you wish or ask a definitive question, be specific if you like… i will answer any question. but i will make quick work of your questions as i admit to my schizophrenia… failed to mentiont that to… specifically schizotypal as in my personality follows my emotions. if you are conversing with what you feel is a different person then you probably are. so if that does not answer what you have to ask… then ask something else. you should never let emotions rule you… getting pissed blinds you to certain things. as you said you do not know all the factors, so ask before you get pissed off… does it sound like i am lecturing you? i hope not… it is a force of habit to explain myself but only when asked. no matter how ignorant or how intlligent a person is i tend to try and think of all factors (if possible) and never make any assumptions… you could probably be motherfuckin stephen hawkins for all i know… the smartest-wisest-fucker alive but i do not know that until i ask. the post is free to be interpreted in many ways do not let me change what you see in it… see what you want to see. see i could feed you a bunch of shit too…hehehe! “When someone shouts with anger I listen, when someone cries in pain I listen, but when someone cries in pain, and shouts in anger, and critisizes other cultures, while complaining about the very same thing, I say fuck off.” HAHAHA! get the fuck out of here! your making me laugh too hard….
you guys are priceless!hahaha! no offense man… but you should not take what anyone has to say to seriously especially since this post was written in an unserious state. but if you want a serious conversation i can do that too just ask.
Thanks Yaro, for taking the time to re-align my views on you, I still personally didn’t like your post, but only for the fact it strongly reminded me of past characters I’ve met in my life, which I rather… dislike, shall we say. I don’t always take life so very seriously, but when MY bipolar disorder/anxiety driven schizophrenic tendancies kick in, I seem to change with my primal emotions. I still disagree with your “don’t ever take anyone seriously” remark, in a way that I simply won’t live my life that way, but I guess I’ll accept personal choice, cuz thats how life is. I’d say sorry but I’m not, but I will admit I was wrong. We are just two very different people dude.
And by the way, the more of your shit I read, I can’t help but respect you more.
yo YARO!
people are oblivious to the fact that they are alive. no one should be taken seriously. why? because it’s stupid to be a hardass stuckup prick all your life because your too serious with people. thats sad. I’m new here and i already respect you.
seriously?
OOh fellow schizotypal, Nice yaro, nice. If we werent oblivious to the fact we were alive, we’d all see the horrible truth and kill ourselves, for the salvation of humanity if you want to ignore the world then its probably a good thing. I used to be a stoner, every minute of everyday i was oblivious to the world but you know what? sometimes its nicer in that little cotton wool wrapped world. and other times its nice to laugh at those people,
im out
Downward………..
lifes cushiness weakens. you make yourself stronger by diving head first into some reality . of course our reality hurts. imagine the perspective of a cripple. often i feel sadness for those less fortuante than us. no matter how bad i have it i know there is someone else out there having it worse than i. and so often i sympathize with a victim i cannot even see. i can be funny and pretend i am happy but i will always be sad for those unseen victims of life that disappear forgotten and unremembered. being oblivious is a luxury that some cannot share and so i deny myself having to escape reality by any means. i want to soak up all the reality i can get and hopefully survive. ignorance is for the ignorant and of course again we have the luxury of that kind of option.
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wool is itchy