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Goth to me and most is of a form of thoughts. I personally am not a goth in image but in mind. Im only a starting teen and I’ve stood out for all of my life. I was always the fat fuck loser who had no friends. This will give you the dark mind. Continue reading →

This is kind of a continuation to my last post “who shares my (un)normality”…

What I mean by “disturbed body-perception” is for example:

Sometimes, when I’m liing and thinking/dwelling deep inside again, it feels like my head is soooo BIG and the rest of my body is like shrunken….or my head and arms are BIG…

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Well. This should be interesting
I am 15 years of age and I currently reside in England. I manage to remain quite popular in my school, and live as a goth at the same time. The thing I want to talk to you about is those idiots who call themselves goths and dress up and wear the make up, but have no idea about what goth is. Continue reading →

I don’t know What the Fuck I am Any more, I’m 13, and turning 14, And I’ve already Lost my mind…

I’m not a goth, But I get along with them, I don’t Cut my self at all… Continue reading →

ok, I can never find a label for my self. All the time i have those stupid ignorant people (jocks, preps, wiggers… u know the types) come up to me and are all like “Are you gothic?! Are you gothic?!” I never know what to tell them. I’ve been cursed of the fact that I dont know what I am. I mean, I wear the black cloths (most of the time baggy), spiked colars/ braceletts, the black make up, and my hair is red. I listen to mostly metal, grung, some punk, and some alternative. I hang out with mostly skaters and goths. And in the fall, I go for picnics in the graveyard. But I dont know what I am. So if ne1 out there can tell me, please do because i’m willing to learn. Or if I just sound completely crazy.

ok…i dress like a goth cuz its kinda how i feel but i dont have the desire to hurt myself i just hate everything around me…well most of it at least so i aws wondering what yall could tell me cuz ive always felt different from everyone but i dont know what the fuck i am if anyone can help say something

Why is the world so fucked up? The world is just assholes crammed into a fucking box and shaken up. How can people do this to each other? Making them miserable? Driving them to the point that they kill themselves. I won’t lie they drove me to try to. Does no one have a heart? The world is corrupted and the world is fucked up and i rather be dead than to agree with them.

Since, im a kid… ive been facing guilt and doing acts independently. My parents are separated, living with my sis. And yes, few changes have been made.
Ive been attracted to black since im a kid, does this make me a goth?… I have habit of making cuts , does that make me depress?.. there are certain things i couldnt explain. Continue reading →

I cant see why people try so hard to be something for the sake of being cool. I may wear color and be a fun person, but I can still be a goth, just because I dont have access to old victorian dresses dosent make me less gothic than anyone.
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She slammed the door and pulled the window down shut, hard enough to almost shatter the glass. Lamia threw herself onto her bed and screamed through her sobs, cursing Jaryd, cursing the day, cursing everything as the tears coursed down her red-tinged cheeks.

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I have always wondered to be a Goth does that mean you have to hate everyone? Can’t you still have friends that aren’t Goth if you can stand their cheerfulness? I hang out with my friends who are churchgoers I Evan go but don’t care I just go so my friends would stop bugging. Continue reading →

I m really pissed off dat shallow minded people think dat cos i’m a ‘goth’ i’m a freak. I’m jus a lot deeper thinkin den them. I realise dat da world isnt a nice place to live in while they jus glaze every thing over wit sugar. Continue reading →

I’m Gothic. No one believes me. I am a Satanist. No one believes me or are afraid of me. Why the hell are people so fucking closed minded to everything??? I get called a ‘devil-worshiper’ right in my school. Only a few people are my friends because of steryotypes. The Constitution gives us freedom of religion, right? Then why are some people so fucked up?

I don´t understand the children,the youth who belive that it is cool to have/be depressed. I see every day when all the little ignorent children who think they are goth, becouse they wear black clothes and have black makeup on, i really want to help them, to explain the whole history about goth. Continue reading →

Why do people from a small town always have to bring you down? Why can’t we all just get along, oh wait i know because im not imbread. everything from my town is related to everything else, it is really sad and to top things off they think they are better then everyone else in this world. i hope they get out in the real world and then get kicked out on their asses. you could always see my scars but they would never seem to care, they made me cry. i would stay home often just to aviod them completly. they are horrible people. for anyone who wants to move to a smaller town. please don’t put your children through it, it is worse then hell.

as forgotteninthedark said,he/she is called a poser.i just dont see why people feel the need to do that.for the people that slag off goths and call them posers, GET A FUCKING LIFE!! why do they think goths purposely make themselves ridiculed? Continue reading →

I was just wondering why everyone here, comes to this site.? I’m a pretty “normal” girl i supose… i dress like everyone else i guess, i act like everyone else, yet inside i dont feel quite like how my image is presenting me. Continue reading →

i dont know if i should write this but here goes (mourning star if u c this could u plz make a comment on it)

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I always wanted a hardcore gothic boyfriend who would love me in a crazy weird way. I met someone like that at a friends party one night he was just sitting there with his black shirt,pants, and spikes everythng I wanted so i sat down next to him the first thing he said to me was I like your spikes on your shirt I looked at him and smiled. Continue reading →

I have noticed lately that there is much talk about being called poseurs and what not on this site. This is a part of everyday life as we know it. I have a few theories as to why people get called poseurs and why others accuse people of the such.

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i get called a poser constantly, why?
what the hell do all the ‘normal’ people know about being goth. its not what you look like, its the person you are. so stop calling peopel posers when you dont even understand what they are in the first place. if you cant be youself dont critisize those who are, if you dont understand somenoe, just leave them the fuck alone!

were not freaks, its the ones who look at stare at us who are. and its us who change the world without us nothing would change and comformity and ’sheep’ would rule the world. Continue reading →

i hate being 17. i feel confined. but when i turn 18 all ill have to look forward to is 21 then ill start getting old. lol. newayz…. ive been really pissed lately b/c my mom doesnt let me hang out with one of my friends a lot b/c she dont like him. Continue reading →

After Mitch was delt with, Raven was determind to get my mind off of him.

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I remember passing out again and waking up the next morning in my bed. I sat up quickly, my computer screen caught my eye. I thought that I had turned it off, I shrugged it off and waked over to it still feeling a little dizzy.

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After taking a long shower, I applied my black lipstick, black eyeliner and black eyeshadow. I brushed my long black hair and pulled my 6inch platform go-go boots on. Since Draven had left, I really didnt wanna be alone. Continue reading →

I grab my pillows off the bed and march out of the room I shared with my three sisters. It was my last night visiting and i would spend it alone in the hallway like i’ve done so many times. Their nagging and teasing has become a holiday tradition. Continue reading →

as i lie there beaten and brocken i feal alive inside because i have stuck for my self .look where it got me sitting aginst a wall coverd in blood just because of what i am ,i am a freak and it dosnt bother me at all. because one day it will be our turn to rise up aginst the people that hate us the most TOWNIES ..

I awoke to the sound of my brother screaming at the top of his lungs. It frightened at first, the shock of waking up to it, but then I figured he was yelling at the T.v or something. Continue reading →

I would like your opinion/comments about this enquiry of mine. Why is there such an immediate connection of the gothic with sex/nudity?

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