Entries Tagged 'poetic' ↓

I get a funny feeling,
It comes from deep inside,
I get all mad and angry,
Wanting to go and hide.

My doctor calls it depression,
My mother says it’s just me,
But the thoughts and feelings,
No one will ever be able to see.

Some people say I’m psycho,
Some say I’m a freak,
It’s like I’m a different person,
And the old me just disappeared.

I get really edge,
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
Followed by feeling really sad.

I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
It will some day.

The mourning fades
with slits from razorblades
coming on from the torn apart
Beauty she cries
weeping beneath these skies
with a bullet lodged in her heart Continue reading →

My sorrow feels cold
as winter’s brace on silver.
This sheathless blade I hold…
My hand begins to quiver. Continue reading →

Butterfly effect in a cocoon
this serenade, a forgotten tune
like a strange dream come true
the colors fade to a sickly hue Continue reading →

I
I am
white wash hair
and blue biscuit eyes
wooden cheeks Continue reading →

Cheerful descent into extinction
Smile as she writhes
Twitching, no more
When she was young Continue reading →

the sweet, sweet end
how could this have been?
he was pondering with a knife by his side
are you wondering how he died? Continue reading →

Tear after tear run down my nose,
Across my face,
On to my pillow
You are everything to me, Continue reading →

Lost in the flavor of a chemical dream
locust surround as dead flowers scream
tripping deep into beauty’s third eye
she suspends me in her technicolor sky… Continue reading →

A cold shade of morning
Falls upon broken shadows
A velvet tear
Sliding down a silken face Continue reading →

Although a man can remarry,
the loss of his past love
left a weeping wound
within his heart Continue reading →

you wrote your story to spite me
the words i could never write
the scratchings i could never make
you scribed those words of mine Continue reading →

i’ve lost myself
i don’t know where
i’m bleeding now
i couldn’t care Continue reading →

Screaming whispers on a silent night..
fire burning in the deep of my heart..
blackened lights in the mid-night sky..
shadows in the dark..
Continue reading →

quickens as the heart stands still..
breathing but never drawing breath..
loving and never feeling.. Continue reading →

I’ll gather the kohl encrusted masses
and bring them to their knees,
I’ll cover their eyes with silken sashes Continue reading →

I want to watch you bleed,
and to swallow your seed,
You can take your time,
while I do a line, Continue reading →

I sit beneath a crying tree,
little eyes a-glowing,
Stare up at the darkened sky
Which is blindly snowing, Continue reading →

It was what made the soft white rose petals unfold with her dreamlike laughter,
Luminous smile and her golden hair gleaming like the sunrise,
White silk and satin dancing in the wind Continue reading →

Have you ever had the feeling that you are alone?
Alone with no one to turn to for help?
Nobody you can trust. Nobody that cares? Continue reading →

How I long to be
That darkened figure
Who follows everyone else
Obeys their every command Continue reading →

please… don’t leave me!
don’t leave me here!
don’t leave me laying on the floor like a whore
don’t tell me to get out of the way Continue reading →

Beauty is red blood running
And the darkness of your soul
Beauty is your mind so cunning
I am forever yours Continue reading →

Looking at myself and what I’ve become
I realize that my life of pain is just begun
Homicide, suicide
Looking for something I cannot find Continue reading →

Into the mirror I look
Trying to catch a glimpse of what I used to be
Though it may be of no use to me
Into the mirror I look Continue reading →

CHAINED-

Chained to a wall you cry
Long time i’ve fantasized
Blood running from your eyes
Now you cant criticize…
Continue reading →

I am on fire
like flames that float
the rays of the sun caressing
they reflect with golden brilliance Continue reading →

If I stalked you would you mind?
If I crept up from behind?
Took you to my secret lair? Continue reading →

Crying is overrated it doesnt lead to anything but darkness…
Crying never helped me get over anything….
Crying didnt stop the blood…. Continue reading →

Inanimate:
Make me an inanimate being
Golem,
Not of clay or stone
For these appear to long for life Continue reading →