Author Archives: unforgiving lover

falling fast like clear sky-divers their small and silent little fliers the trip they take only lasts seconds but the life they create can never be measured

i am nothing to the ppl i meet nothing more than broken glass that only when walked upon by bare feet do you notice me at last

the mindless pitter-patter of their tapping feet down my halls, down the street their child-like laughter comforts me making me forget what i’m sapose to see

i send this letter of help cuz i’m lost and not being able to delt with this place they call home and this world so cold and lone

chorus: why wasn’t i enough didn’t i give you everything you wanted i treated you like a king loved your life, i’m your queen thought i was the one you wanted

i wish i wasn’t me i wish they all could see the sorrow hidden inside like some secret lil pride

twisted time mangled fate makes the ground ooze with hate crawling up from dire hell

chained by love imprisioned by hate

i feel it comming quicker now that rage that is stronger then sin it’s comming from deeper, deeper in i can feel the hate ooze thru my veins

when i look in the mirror i see my dark face paint and my pale skin so faint i wonder if this is me

your eyes just caught mine but you wern’t look at my eyes you were looking at my face the lines drawn like crosses

bang band bitch your dead fuck wiht me shithead and i’ll kill again don’t u understand i’m fucking pissed i’ll shoot you all and i promise not to miss

it’s the 1st time i’ve i’ve felt this way i’m lost and so alone these horrid days you never seem to care anymore no matter what i seem to say

the ever lasting; hating glow shows upon my face; white as snow it reaches your eyes; with a painful blow you tried so hard; to tell me what to do

how dare you get off as being my friend? you fucking bitch, this friendship is at an end! don’t you fucking say you never said it cuz my teacher wouldn’t lie about this shit

ok people you think your better then me? take a look and tell me what you see i know what i am what i’m hiding from who i am

your twisted, evil, filled with hate always pushing my gothic faith i chose my path why can’t u grasp that

in this house life stands still in a corner; a man who took his life with pills i see a clock for it; time will never stop

twisted time mangled fate makes the ground ooze with hate crawling up from dire hell

no i haven’t been raped but i thought of this after me and rob broke it off for good–hope u like it! i lay naked on the floor never feeling like this before

rob-thanx for all the insperation–but this is the last one the pain in my heart will not disapear will not depart what’s wrong with me what’s wrong with you

(my ex-bf walked past me and i looked at his eyes and instead of seeing bright colors and happiness i saw confusing and pain. i knew i had found my insperation so i owe this one to him-he owes me … Continue reading →

i’m getting scared i’m getting mad i’m filled with fear i’m feeling sad

i know this isn’t my best but hell i’ll post the fucker anyway i wish i wasnt’ sick all the time i wish i could write a decent rhyme i wish i could meet the man of my dreams make … Continue reading →

should i go with my instincts? should i go with my heart? or like romeo and juliet will it tear us apart?

this isn’t finished because i haven’t had time for adjustments but it sounds ok let me know, i’d like to turn it into a song