Category Archives: death

my dreams have been flooded with the grim reaper. there are some where there many of them. there are some where they’re all in white cloaks. either way i always fight with them and end up killing them. there’s been … Continue reading →

I would first like to say that I’m approaching this subject in reply to a discussion regarding an operation that I had last year, involving narcosis. For as long as I remember, I’ve feared death. I had perceived the biological … Continue reading →

ive been suicidel before, ive been happy before, ive been numb, my whole life i have had m,v,p a heart problem i never realy thought it much a bother to me i could sill live a happy long life untill … Continue reading →

It’s been a hot two weeks with no sleep in a single studio apartment , just checking the fed, testing ph levels and shooting the raw meth to see if it’s any good. I can’t tell any more, I just … Continue reading →

I rested my arms on the edge of the coffin and peered in. She looked so peaceful, and for a second i convinced myself that maybe she was just sleeping – but by simply brushing ym hand across her cheek … Continue reading →

A lonely tear ran down Casey’s face. ” how could this happen. Why?” he thought to himself. He held Amanda’s dead lifeless body in his arms. He felt how placidly her limbs moved. Her once warm skin was now like … Continue reading →

If it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t be like this. I wouldn’t have this problem where I have to get myself help. I have to sit here in my fucking room and cry all the damn time wondering what the … Continue reading →

I love you so much. Being with you is like nothing I’ve ever experienced before. I never knew that love could be so controlling, so manipulative, and so hurting. I didn’t know that love came in a tiny black package … Continue reading →

The bridge, the night, the black water, the glisten of the moon and her reflection in a haze of street lights and stars… it all seemed so promising, so tempting. She was cold, so cold, freezing in icy air.

Meet Johnny. At age 16 he’s decided to give up. His parents are divorced.

Her body is lying emotionless. Her pale skin is whiter than a show. Her hair is darker than a night. Her opened eyes are staring at me nonstop.

I’m going into an everlasting sleep, after I cut my wrist nice and deep. After this life of torment and pain, shortly Satan and I will reign.

She was by no means a beautiful girl. At least, what most would consider beauty. She and her sister (who had happened to get all the ‘good looking’ genes) led a mostly abused childhood, having been drugged, molested, and in … Continue reading →

The blood runs down her arms, another drop of blood falls to the floor filling the puddle of blood beneathe her feet. Nothing could prepare her for the pain she was put through tonight.

I’m in darkness now. I see dim visions of that girl. She is looking down on me. I don’t think that she completely killed me. I am slowly breathing, deeply. The funny thing is, I finally get that kiss that … Continue reading →

Every spring people end up missing. Days later their bodies are found, drained of blood. In this small town, no one is ever safe, not even me. One dark and cold night I went out with some friends to go … Continue reading →

Everyone wants to know what death feels like. They think no one knows because you can’t be dead and still be alive. What if you could? If your at a piont of isolation in ur life isn’t that the same … Continue reading →

It was another night. Much like others. Me, you, few other people. Just partying, smoking weed. I couldn’t keep my eyes off of you. I kept thinking about the way things used to be. They should still be like that. … Continue reading →

I miss you Meagan, your laugh, your smile, your touch…and the way you would always tell me How much you cared. Im so very sorry that you had to go through all that pain that you did. I cant sleep, … Continue reading →

She is the one that nobody wants to be close to; the weirdo, the odd one, you know what I mean. She was tall and slender with transparent skin, like rice paper was used in place of flesh on Her. … Continue reading →

She sat ther wishing she had a gun so bad. She also remembered the first day she thought of killing herself. She remembered the exact words she had said to her friend. “I just want to shoot myself, It feels … Continue reading →

I was thinkin the other day… i myself dont believe in God or Heaven or Hell or any of that shit… but for the people who do, wouldnt it be funny if the God they spent their lives bowing down … Continue reading →

I get home and dad’s already gone out, to the pub probably, or to the off-licence. It’s not unusual, he’s normally pretty drunk by lunchtime anyway. Doesn’t bother me, if he wants to do it then that’s fine. I mean … Continue reading →

I was sitting in the bathtub taking a long bubble bath. I kept staring into the flames of the candels that surrounded and lit up the bathtub. I always felt desturbed, but in the bathtub i felt it then more … Continue reading →

I remember like it was yesterday… being held in your gentle arms, lying my head on your shoulder, and smelling your sweet cologne. God how I miss your touch on my face… It’s been 6 months since I first fell … Continue reading →

you sit there and tell me that youll support me 100% of the way, you sit back and tell me i can do anything i want, you sit back and tell me your so frigging proud of everything i do, … Continue reading →

Sitting alone in the darkend room,i wait for him to come and take me away.The things iv done,i wish i could erase them all,and start over,just like a mistake on a piece of paper…some time’s life does seem as simple … Continue reading →

Perry was sitting on his bed again, thinking of earlier when the boys at school threatend to beat him up..

When it all comes undone. When the blood dripping down your arms and legs and chest and even your feet isn’t enough to suffice the burning in the pit of your stomach. When the doctors can’t put you on enough … Continue reading →

I was always the sweet, nice gurl who noone ever cared about. The older i grew, the more pain i endured. Everyone always thought my life was perfect. But no it wasn’t the fairytale everyone thought it was.