6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1…

I can’t forget you
every time I close my eyes
regret
I can’t erase you
every time I close my eyes
fear

Every time I close my eyes I see your face
laughing
and I’ve never felt this way before
embarrassment overlapping pain
You’ve stolen my pride and paraded it around town

For everything I’ve done wrong
For all the ways I wasn’t strong
You made a mouse outta me
and I want to crawl back in my hole

My shame is obsessive
I need to change the bitter end
I wanna get my sweet revenge

I will never be able to let go and forget
Until you pay for all your childish bullshit

I have to make this right before I explode