A Dad? (poem)

If I had a dad
Would i be so mad?
Wouls i be filled with so much anger?
So much hate?
Would i still want to kill?
To take
To have ytou hate me?
As i hate you?
Would i still feel the need
To bleed?
Would i still cut?
Would ym pain still satisfie me?
But wait…
If i cut a little deper
Will the pain go away?
Will it end with one cut?
Could it be so easy?
Can i do it?
One day we will see…
JF