Monday 12th May 2003
10:30:12 pm
Shattered & devastated, my heart winces in pain,
The ultimate thoughts of death rage through in vain,
Every breath taken dies with hatred for me,
With a teary & forsaken soul I let myself be.
The worthless spirit, bleeds to no avail,
Crushed under forgery, visualizes death, a veil.
Raised on a few hopes, thrives this life,
As fate denigrates & fills me with strife.
Wish it could end & I’d stop breathing now,
Leave the misery behind & perish somehow.
Fate is stripping me of my defence,
All I’m left to do is live in silence.
Can I live to see a light at end of the tunnel?
Or will I drown with waves like in a funnel?
There is solely a distant hope remaining,
Holding onto that is where I’m traversing.
Should’ve known my false dreams weren’t true,
As smiles of self-betrayal waged all through.
Now my soul will leave me & fly away,
I’ll leave your hearts…& go astray.