Pain=Insane
If people could feel what I feel day to day
They’d die inside and be wasted away
No one feels what I go through when they say the things or do the things they do
Torment me and trash it with a simple fuck you
Well you give me the courage to press down the knife
Let the blade take away my Life
You feel the Joy of my Sorrow
For you recharge your soul with mine to barrow
Your games have been going on way to long
I put the CD on to my favorite song
I slit my wrists to ease the pain
The blood drips out like the pouring rain
I grasp the feel of the pain through my open skin
God’s children say I’m a sin
I hear my heartbeat start to go faster
Now I’m my life’s master
I decide to let everything waste away
This is my life, I choose this is my last day
I fall to the ground drowning in my sweet blood that is so red
This is my manmade deathbed
My funeral goes great I’m buried six feet under
The tears are cried the Screams like thunder
The children who drove me to face the word die
Are the ones depressed and feel like the big lie
I sit on cloud nine watching them suffer
Only knowing there lives are getting tougher
Now I sit and laugh
And watch their souls try to grasp
They’re new outlets of fun
For I always new, Their lives are done
I can live on my cloud all happy and good
Just hope the loved ones down there understood