Im so tired of trying
so tired of the mind games
I don’t need this kind of shit
you go out of your precious way
to make my day a living hell.
I could talk myself blue in the face
but none of it would matter
not for me…it doesn’t matter.
no…nothing ever matters.
I am just a shadow amongst you
a disease that must be killed
you look at me and beat me down
you always find me at my weakest
and im left digging the knife out of my back.
I am not blind I see you roll those eyes
I see the way you watch and follow me
if you say im such a waste
that I am nothing…
why is it you continue this game?
just stop, don’t bother wasting your time
I already know that I am nothing.
a big nothing trapped inside this human body
a shadow…among the ignorant.
i wrote this at work one day…i hate my job and i hate my boss…*sigh*