A Vision & A Notion

You’re blind to visualize the inside of me,
My withered outside has withered me to be,
Nothing more than a selfless creation,
Thriving in a clustered dead notion.

Ruthlessly wounded the roads of life,
Now I’m left to wither away with strife.
My soul’s lost games with self & the world,
Now I’m left without a word or a hold.

Sins will avenge me till and after my leaving,
As my soul will die to stop me breathing.
The sea of thoughts have murdered my mind,
And tonight I’m far out of sight.

Crying false tears craving for a vision,
Every false breath floods the roads by delusion.
Looking at me entrapped in a mirror of sorrow,
I dream of dying in the coming tomorrow.