Addiction

These things-spinning through my head. They are not mine, not me
Can’t make them stop. Dizzy, dizzy, dizzy. It all spins my head. Need help
Must escape. Crazy? Maybe. But not like you’d think. Gotta lay off the shit
Should stop, so help me! Sedate me, booze me, shoot me. Anything to make it stop
Strong, but weak. Need your help, sisters. Need. Your. Help. Save me. Please
Anchor me down. Rope me up, I don’t care. As long as it stops. It’s killing me
Don’t think so much-it hurts my head. Don’t let me out for a bit. Keep me here
Trap me, knock me unconscious, do what you must, but keep me inside today
Save me.

By Sorrow Symphony

I am truly in need of healing. But I doubt that will come. More later.