All I ever wanted is what I can’t have

Alone walking the streets
My heart as cold and lonely as the weather
I have been searching the world for you
I have gone through the fires of the abyss in search for you

But when I finally found you I betrayed myself
My heart screams for you, but through my feelings I have betrayed you
Feelings I should not feel, things I should not dare to speak
To see, touch and feel you puts my inner hate and demons to rest
And when I finally found you, my mind and heart thought you to be the one
But destiny is a funny thing, so very cruel indeed
Because as you are all I ever wanted, but I can not have you
So I creep back into shadow where I have always lived
Fate it seems has abandoned me to darkness and shadows
So every night I burn and scream your name
My life has become a big crusade of darkness
I must seek another to fill the emptiness in my heart
But I grief and sorrow I know that none but you can
So again I am alone, none do see me
And so again I embrace the darkness

By Nightblood

17 and from the cold Denmark. I have always loved to wirte poems, and when i found darkness.com i feel in love with it