An Undecided Poem

I do not have a thought
about what to write about,
this memeory of nothing is
confusing and blank, when
i think of nothing it is like a
white light, the one you walk
towards when you are ready
to pass on, a long tunnel of light
you do not know what lies ahead
of this unpredictable tunnel, but
a feeling in the pit of your stomache
tells you that it’s not going to be great
but then when the light fades you know
there isn’t a hope of something good
to happen, i guess you know where the
darkness will lead to, an eternal life
in hell

By Vampyre Lestat

This world is so confusing, I can't understand how I am so different from the rest, of course i have my own opinions and speak my mind all the time. People deserve to know the truth about themselves. I am still young and ignorant towards things, I have a fascination of learning about the dark arts like, gothic culture, vampirism, and stuff like that. I'm not a wannabe or anything like that, i'm not going to say I am anything, you can judge what I am because I don't even know what I am. So if u wish judgement on me, be my guest. And I would also like to give a dedicating rememberance to a special friend, NATHALY BAUTISTA (1989-2003) "We will always remember you always" With Love and Care.....Farewell my friend.