anxiety

I try to understand,

i try to stay calm.

I think im thinking rationally,

im losing to your charm.

The pain inside is throbbing!

Why do you harm me so?

that voice inside is burning,

i feel so fucken low!

Lost so deep within my mind,

reality is dim.

My grasp on life is loosening,

i’m hung out on that limb.

Forever walking all alone,

i’ll never see your eyes.

The light of life is darkening,

you trapped me with your lies.

Please tell me whats happening!

Where did i go wrong?

Once bitten twice shy,

i loved you for so long.

So that life is over,

don’t ask me how i feel!

You never cared anyway,

i now know nothing was real!