Betrayal and Tears

Love is such a devestating thing. I have loved twice. only once, was real… if that makes sence. this last time though, the real love i felt, completely broke my heart. i can’t believe how much pain i was put through. i learned you cant trust anybody. even somebody who says “i love you” and… Continue reading Betrayal and Tears

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Simple words

It’s funny to think that sometimes when somebody is talking to you, it sounds like they or monkeys. And sometimes the words people are saying, is completely shallow and pointless “I went to the mall last night and i found my prom dress”

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Beautiful Bitch

Her beauty disturbs the soulsThe souls of the victims in gravesWhite headstones mark the sightsand near by dance the ghoulsthey become her slavescausing the living many frights

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Dimented Darling

(2)She stirs silently in her bedWith dimented dreams in her headDancing in crimson waterfallsBlood callsShe awakesHer heart achesOnly one thing can cure her painBlood, this is insaine

Suicidal Slut

(1)She closes her eyesTo see what she doesShe hides her criesBecause of the grave she dugLook at where her life has sent herAnd see what she has become.In her eyes the demons stirAround and round to and fromComeing from the darknessLiving in her head.She must soon confessHer dangerous desire she has not fedCrticize her for… Continue reading Suicidal Slut

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Religious Feast

I don’t know what i wantSo many thoughtsFocus on oneLet it runSo many thingsdingThe microwave is hotI think I cooked a robotNo it wasn’t that

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Trying to be Me

i used to be blond, blue eyes(actually they change to match my mood) and i was a hippie… then, i got into drugs heavier than pot and adopted the darker styles of death metal and gothic. kinda a cross of the two. i dress it, act it (im told this) and listen to it.I dyed… Continue reading Trying to be Me

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Outgoing turned shy?

Just as I began to break through to my so called “dark side” i noticed on particular guy. He is extremely good looking. He has dark hair and the most beautiful blue eyes. He is amazing. He was the first “gothic” guy i ever noticed. I was so interested in him but i can’t seem… Continue reading Outgoing turned shy?

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S&M

I was recently discussing S&M with my ex-girlfriend… her and i never fooled around because she cheated on me with a guy a week into the relationship. The other day, she told me she thought S&M was disguisting and perverted. I am just curious to know what you all think about S&M. I personally think… Continue reading S&M

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