i think i hav finally decided to come out with some of my inner turmoil. ( an otherwise seemingly inconsequential indulgence). so it might come out raw,before i decide to cleave and butcher it with knives of reasoning and cleavers of criticism. when i mention/refer to ‘come out from the inside’ i can clearly visualise… Continue reading age from the diary of argon stark..entry 1
Author: Xeon
i am a little off track,dont even try messin w/ me!If u kno me then u better pray
tht u get rid of me soon.cross my ways or end in sum kinda terms w/ me,then
u r soooooo s..crewed buddy!
i have a mental debate w/ my life n i am not in good terms with my body too.i
am self destructive n can induce pain in others.i can not feel it cuz i go
numb n i then i force myself to feel it!dont even think abt tryin to make
me feel pain cuz u will regret it n not for once will i shy away from making
u go thru it again n again n again..until u urself decide to take quietus.
i was into psychotropic drugs n even the nearest dearest do not kno abt it!
but i quit it-boredom,...i wud always end up sleepin!yup i hate parties n
live a life of semi seclusion.n currently i am free,so try n hit on me!wait
till u see me,wait till u live to see me that is!watch out i am 'an omen
breeding in disguise......'
fav buk-zen n the art of moto maintenence,fav artist is definitely ME!fav
place-with u,i think asylum wud be kewl enuff!or maybe u n V can burn in
my personal holloway.fav carlamborghini diablo!try n gift me,it'll cost u
ur life! only 600,000us$! fav drink -my venomed b..l..o..o..d!wanna have
it?
i love to play with people's feelings n aspirations.i like people n shoo
them away!! sumtimes cuz i mite hurt them.i also play the guitar,dont get
high hopes i wudnt be there to play ur requiem.i also sketch 3d blasphemies
in real life n 2d on t-shirts,.........my mom thinks tht i am a little ,....u
kno wht i mean rite!
i like hangin out with nobody! n love listenin to music in the dark with
lites off n my music taste is very much like urs!
death n black metal, grunge n punk rock,.alternative wud also do the trick,......but
when the times i am not feelin well i also listen to pop, soft stuff.....like
linkin park,,disturbed,pantera n megadeth cuz i wanna sleep @ tht point of
time!
n mind it DOORS RULZ!n NIRVANA HAUNTS! get it!
i also like makin n meetin new people,.cus i always like startin fresh!
"If u love sth. then let it go,...if it is true it'll come back,.....n if
it didnt ,it Never was......."
"The horror no less than the charm of real life consists in the recurrent
actualisation of the inconceivable"
If the doors of perception were cleansed,everything would appear to man as
it is,Infinte..."
"Death,Pain & Love are nothon but a figment of our own imagination......what
is death but a vision of our own mortality...what is pain but a vision of
own weakness...what is love but a blurred perspective to our own insecurity..."
"V all want V are strong,...the more U hold Us down ...the more V press on..."
that was me-2
there is this strange thing about revenge,one can always associate destruction to it. however the reverse did not seem likely to Him. destructiveness unlike revenge did not need to have a motive or even look for one;it just acquired one. destructiveness,working on same levels as creativeness,seemingly highly motivated with no back lash,seemed non-desirous for a… Continue reading that was me-2
primera crucifera
i believe in anything that can destroy my everything i possess,that i have, that i seek,of which & what i speak
that was me
‘I was with him at night,and when it was all silent he cried no more for friends he wished to come and sit with him,but began to see faces round his bed that came from home;he said they smiled and talked to him,and died at last lifting his head to kiss them.’
despondent
back to reality stop defying gravity i swear she wont try again to fight this depravity
beyond gravity
i woudl really prefer some comments on this n its other off track version,…so i you may please take up the pains… back to reality stop defying gravity i swear she wont try again to fight this depravity beat her up for good as long as they could with every rising cane i cried in… Continue reading beyond gravity
despondency
back to reality stop defying gravity i swear she wont try again to fight this depravity
beyond gravity
back to reality stop defying gravity i swear she wont try again to fight this depravity
Droned
lifes never been so things never seen before 2 ways to every thing 2 faces to every king
Anathema of Pain
“For generations that go untold Seven secrets only Dead Omens know Must I lift and blaze my soul So that I can live the glow