My Best Friend on the entire planet tried to commit suicide last night…I could really do with some advice here. How am I supposed to deal with this? The one person who kept me from hurting myself tried to end it all. She didn’t even call to say goodbye or anything. I don’t know what… Continue reading Suicide
Author: _Bloody_Rose_
Why does my life have to be this way? Why won't someone keep me safe? God I love my boyfriend but he just doesn't understand the pain inside me. I wish I had a boyfriend who understood and didn't look at my fresh cuts with a look of pity to then kiss them one by one as to make the hurt go away. Why won't someone tell me I'm not alone in feeling this way? Why won't someone give me a light so I can be guided home?
Darkness, Dank, and Death consume me....Feeling Failing Falling Fading,
~Satania666~
Little Girl
The Little Girl in the corner Rocking and singing to herself Ripping the heads of her many dolls Saving them on a shelf
Dear Daddy…
Dear Daddy, I’m 14 now…turning 15 soon…doubt you would even recognize me I’ve changed so much. I miss you Dad, even after all the shit you did. I still cry at night and pray to anyone thats up there and listening that you’ll come back and be sorry, really sorry this time. I’m so mad… Continue reading Dear Daddy…
blood games
she sits in the dark. a shimmer in the corner. do you know what it is? she grabs it as the voices start up. she stis in her bath and begins to think of all the pain she has seen this year. her mother comes to mind and the first slash.
can you hear the screams
they run around screaming in her head you are not good enough go do your work why cant you be a good girl
Little Lost Girl
Listening to your heart beat Steady and smooth Kinda like the drum They used to use to keep the slaves in rythm on the ships
Why wont someone ask whats wrong???
Had another therapy session…I think they are getting even more crazy than me. Everyone just sits around (my mom, sister, brother, and therapist) and discuss how I won’t talk to anyone and how I am so depressing, blah blah blah! Yet no one has asked me even once “Whats wrong Raven?”
Life sucks and then we DIE
Don’t you hate therapists? They sit there and try to make you feel better when all you end up doing is crying your eyes out and waste an hour of your life. Mine just diagnosed me with Depression…no shit sherlock! I’ve had Depression for a year you ignorant bitch!
The Fall
The wind whips at me Can you feel it too? The darkness encompasses me Can you see it too?
Dead Zone
The silence is deafening So turn up the music Does anyone care or know? Do these scratches my pencil makes, make sense?