I can’t make you love me daddy. But I wish that you would care. I wish you cared a little, Or enough to just be there.
Author: DeathAwaitsMe
I'm 15 years old, I live in Amarillo, Texas. I'm a lesbian. I have no friends, and I love to write.
Alone
If it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t be like this. I wouldn’t have this problem where I have to get myself help. I have to sit here in my fucking room and cry all the damn time wondering what the fuck I did wrong this time.
Worth Something– Poetry
I smile because I have to. I have to do everything They want of me. I never can be myself
Love Is Not Real
I love you so much. Being with you is like nothing I’ve ever experienced before. I never knew that love could be so controlling, so manipulative, and so hurting. I didn’t know that love came in a tiny black package with a sticker saying “DO NOT OPEN”.
Hiding In My Closet
Ever since I can remember, I’ve been different from other kids. I liked girls. I don’t know what is was about them that I liked so much. They were so beautiful and sweet, much sweeter than any guy. I was always taught that stuff like that was wrong.
DARKNESS:::Just Another Suicide:::
For almost 8 months they were together. The perfect couple… From the moment they met, she knew they were meant to be together. She thought she knew it was all meant to be. He sent her flowers, bought her candy, and always told her how much he loved her. They layed on the grass together,… Continue reading DARKNESS:::Just Another Suicide:::
Fed Up With Everyday Life
DARKNESS I’m lying on the ground, thinking about my life. Oh how i want to end it so badly. Sometimes i think too much, and my mind gets too carried away. But death is something i know i want. Its something i crave. Sometimes i think I’m crazy. I think that I’m insane. But that… Continue reading Fed Up With Everyday Life
Losing My Sanity
Poetic 5 months… Since that awful night. I’ll admit, I loved you. I don’t see why you used me like that. You could’ve just told me to fuck off!! Then I wouldn’t have gone through all the pain. These scars on my arms and wrists, They’re all there because of you. My world turned black… Continue reading Losing My Sanity
My Cry Out To You(part one)
I remember like it was yesterday… being held in your gentle arms, lying my head on your shoulder, and smelling your sweet cologne. God how I miss your touch on my face… It’s been 6 months since I first fell in love with you, and 3 months since you fell out of it with me.… Continue reading My Cry Out To You(part one)
Death Awaits You All
You call me names and push me around. you think im a nothing. but what goes around comes around. you think you’re so much better than me just because you wear abercromie and i wear gothedout… but you dont even know what im all about. im glad to be an outcast, im glad to be… Continue reading Death Awaits You All