I cant say i cared, they abused me now they’re dead why should i care? The people who used me, the people who tryed to convince me what they did to me was right but is what im doing to myself right?im torturing myself because they succeeded and i stood by watching as they did.
Author: downwardspiral
Birth,life....awaiting death
Alone (You should all read this)
Last night a war broke out between us and the ned scum. I had to stand and watch sometimes pull a couple off as my friends, my best friends all got fucking kicked in by these assholes all over something is fucking pointless as a spilled drink. They fought, we struck back but to no… Continue reading Alone (You should all read this)
Caddaver art (sequel to making dolls)
I couldn’t sleep that night; thoughts of hatred pulsed through my brain. I hate the human society, thus I strike out at it in manners suitably horrific, gratuitous and violent. It’s odd how they would rather spend their money on athletes, musicians, and weapons than medicine, research and themselves. But enough of them, they make… Continue reading Caddaver art (sequel to making dolls)
Making dolls
Blind set in like blazing dark, blazing hard a raging inferno that i couldn’t see. But my vision was fine, i was blind to the emotion of my chosen victim. Blood pouring from the gash i had slit in her throat, the hunger had vanished at least for now. i couldnt leave her in the… Continue reading Making dolls
Poison
The sun went down as the children died taking pills they all denied some were sick and some passed out others found their life in doubt
Into the world of Midian(part 2)
2:Violent Creation:2 [Part two for those of you who showed interest in the first part, trust me this part eclipses the first but read the first before you read this one…if your gonna read it…….Enjoy] I came to on the floor of a tiny room, my whole body ached. It was dark in here, the… Continue reading Into the world of Midian(part 2)
.:Death within a dream:.
Whats the point of living when living is to suffer? Worse when you have tosuffer at the hands of something you have no conrtol over. 15 years old and already i suffer seven signs of insanity; depression, paranoia and numerous other Psychological disorders.
Unclean
All these days i feel unclean, And every hour it would seem, I cant even find my calling, Walk the cracks i feel im falling,
Narrow Minded
Is it really fair that if someone shouts an insult at you and you shout one back the offender will turn and come back to beat you senseless? In the modern age everyone is a Hypocrit, i myself can sometimes be hypocritical but never as to dish it out and not respect some form of… Continue reading Narrow Minded
Tormented
im beginning to feel like every day is a waste of time and living seems ever pointless, people say that “life is but a dream between death” in that case i want to wake up. Every day people give me their problems and i return my own, but no matter what happens it seems i… Continue reading Tormented