WickedHeart

Myself

As I sit in my dark room, alone, in front of a computer screen talking to everybody I know and listening to them going on and on about how perfect their lives are. I sit and wonder, ‘whats it like to have a great life? what does happiness feel like?’ I get brace and ask… Continue reading Myself

True Sadness

Sitting at home, online as usual, that seems to be the only thing I do anymore besides go to high school. No one is online, nothing to do, Ive been on since 2:30 pm, and not its 9:00 pm. I have no life, nothing at all. All I do anymore is eat rarely, sleep rarely,… Continue reading True Sadness

Brother

“Hey Amber, want to go with me to pick up Kat’s wedding dress?” “Alright”. My name is Amber Griffing, Im 17 yrs old, I have one brother and live with my parents in our nice big home. I’m not very liked by anyone, no one in school pays attention to me at all really, but… Continue reading Brother

Will you be back soon?

Mommy where did you go? Will you be home in time to read me a story to but me to sleep for the night? Mommy why is daddy and sister crying? Whats going on? Daddy picks me up and hugs me a lot. Whats in that big wooden box with the flowers around it? I… Continue reading Will you be back soon?

Mommy

Unknown Future

Have you ever looked at a baby, or even alittle kid? Have you wondered what they would be like when they grow up? I have. As I sit here watching my baby nephew Brandon play with his toys, learn new things everyday, even every second of the day of his youth. He learns things to… Continue reading Unknown Future

Struggling

Everyday is a struggle. With family, friends, my cnscience, and just, my soul. I lay there in my bed thinking about the day I had just lived. I am just an amature, in a world full of fighting, love, hatred, all a bunch of dangerous lusts. I just go with this confusing thing called life,… Continue reading Struggling

Realizing (true)

As I lay there in bed staring up at the ceiling I realize something. I realize what my life is and how Im running it. My family life is nothing, no one cares for me, eventhough I care for them, I just never show it by rebelling and yelling. I realize Im living a dream.… Continue reading Realizing (true)

Fire

Have you ever looked at a flame from a lighter? ever wonder whats going on behind it? Whats going on behind that light? Why does fire burn and cause pain distruction and fear? is it out of hatred. hatred for humanity?Have you ever wondered why fire gives off light that guides your way through the… Continue reading Fire

hated (true)

You all saw me as a soul crying out for attention but were you right? no you weren’t. I was myself, i liked who i was, or did i? I was always left out in the shadows while She got all the attention. I hate her. Ive always hated her, but you said it was… Continue reading hated (true)