Hateful Tears

Shame

I am so helpless And I… Have given up search, …..for happiness. This shame is overpowering. God save me, This loneliness is suicide. I was a reject, Before birth. And I….. Can’t stop this pain. This shame is overpowering. God save me, This loneliness is suicide. I am such a bitch. And I…. Will scream… Continue reading Shame

Sinner

I began construction more than a year ago and I have been struggling down this rocky path, as a beast of burden, for nearly two months. I carry on my back a homemade crucifix, made of the strongest, heaviest wood covered in sheets of metal.

Behind the Somewhere

Somewhere behind all those stars, Is a reason to live. An answer, and advice to give. Somewhere behind all those stars,

Identity Crisis

I met a girl the other day, her name was Chelsea. She wasn’t much to look at, or talk to. She liked to dye her hair and pretend she wasn’t there. I met a girl the other day, her name was Chelsie.

Remember to Forget

You are a summer afternoon, Protest flyers, And leaving too soon.

Ode

I’m going today, The hole I was digging, Is finally complete. Too little to say,

Small World

Nothing is as good as new, In this disposable world. Life is understood by none or few, In our Prozac nation.

Apology

Many days I’ve been too angry to think, Is this lost time? I’ve wanted to die, but ended up a coward, Is this lost time?

I am young?

I stare at myself in a broken mirror. Lines crawl down my face, Valleys for the tears. Once again salty tears fall on my cracked lips.

Womyn

I am a woman. I am a hypocrite. I can say that I am equal; then, a minute later, use my gender as an excuse for my weakness. I am a woman. I have the right to utilize my sources. My body is a powerful tool, and I WILL use it against you.