Blood Daisies:The blood still flows, still grows

(death topic) Blood daisies: The blood still flows, still grows… Berlin,1945 He sat there, in this abandoned building, merely waiting to die. He felt the enemy close, felt death approaching slowly wanting to consume his last harsh breath. The blackened sky had fallen. In this deserted yet faltering night, all that could be heard was… Continue reading Blood Daisies:The blood still flows, still grows

little short and useless statement

(Darkness or gothic topic, if both, all the better) ce n’est pas l’habillement qui fait la personne mais la personne qui fait l’habillement… (It’s not the clothing that determins the person yet the person that determins the clothing) all these posts about being goth, posers, what is being goth about, not wearing happy clothing, etc… Continue reading little short and useless statement

The Agony I brought upon Myself and Others

Salvation comes not under many forms and somehow the arrogance shown to me was the arrogance that will make me ravage all those who face me without grief. Kiss of death has never been within me as death is but another excuse to let go, to give up. Some have pointed me out, calling me… Continue reading The Agony I brought upon Myself and Others

The Agony I brought upon Myself and Others

Words that have been spoken have been the spears that came back To tear me apart as my intentions were not those perceived Somehow those who knew me to be white never knew that I was black And for this misery that I created I shall vanish into what never had been received Misunderstood, propaganda… Continue reading The Agony I brought upon Myself and Others

Thoughts that haunted my lust

I sit here trying to understand this unearth wanting that seems to prevail oh so indefinitely in my mind. Desire with such richness to it that it makes me want to proclaim all the things I never truly believed in. And if consciousness is subtle then I suppose my subconscious is slowly digging its way… Continue reading Thoughts that haunted my lust