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SHADOW OF A MAN

How I long to be That darkened figure Who follows everyone else Obeys their every command

WHAT YOUVE BECOME

Do you like the world you live in Would you like to see it burn Are you the center of your own universe? Would you like to see it destroyed?

MY BLACKENED HEART

FAR INSIDE A DEEP DARK THOUGHT OF NEEDING LOVE FOR MY BLACKENED HEART

This is my first post in about three or four months. Ive been off doing things and I just want say thank you cause you guys really helped pull me out of some really depressing shit. Im over it now. Im having a great time and im currently dating a very beautiful and intelegent girl.… Continue reading Hello and thanks

mung

Me and some friends are starting a band and writing songs is harder than I thought but if any of you dont mind me asking if there is any songs, little pieces youve wrote or maybe just an idea for a song you could submit please do.

What is goth?

I had a little argument with a friend about what goth is. He thinks its in the way you dress and the music you listen to. I think its the way you act, think, and the way you see the world. I feel it has very little to do with physical apperance but more in… Continue reading What is goth?

NEEDING HELP

Last night I was in the cemetary with someone I like. I knew I could do it, I knew this was it but it wasnt. I had once again become a coward and shied off into a little corner in my mind afraid of what she might say. Lately I have found myself having problems… Continue reading NEEDING HELP

this sucks

So I have to spend all day working in the yard while my friends are at a alice cooper concert. Im spending my free time now making myself even more depressed than I already am by telling you how much my day sucks. I better stop now before I kill myself.

wanting what you cant have

So theres a girl that I really like. Ive known her for a long time but it feels like were so close that me asking her out would be awk’ward. so Im really confused on what I should do. Many of times ive ben ready to ask her but I cant bring myself to do… Continue reading wanting what you cant have

SHALLOW

So I never put much thought into the fact that the mainstream society is so fucking shallow that just because they dont understand people like me they refuse to except me. Why is this?