At one end of the cell he sat chained to a stone table weeping and at the other sat I against the wall sipping my bloodwine in thought. It had been hours gone sense I’d ripped him away from his cradle, but he cried still and never tired. ‘What to do with the child? What… Continue reading Scurrilous Rasion D’etre
Author: Fernando
Does anyone understand me?
i am in my study hall period right now in school and I can’t help but wonder why I don’t just walk up and leave right now. I hate school, I never did good in school until just this year. I failed 7th grade and 11th grade. This is my second time in my junior… Continue reading Does anyone understand me?
May 3rd, 2003
They’ve woken him up early today Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Josh Tell him, tell him Happy fucking Birthday But don’t ever tell him the truth DON’T EVER TELL HIM THE TRUTH
6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1…
I can’t forget you every time I close my eyes regret I can’t erase you every time I close my eyes fear
Imperishable Shit
It’s so hard to let go when you’ve been holding on so long, attached so tightly. Your body petrifies having rotted stuck in it’s own disposition I have decomposed and now I am ready Ready to make new and recreate but I am not a new being, only a new form and in that way… Continue reading Imperishable Shit
Hypocrite!
The world is hate the world is capitalism and each man cries freedom so he may find HIS spirit of life and each man cries peace so he may find HIS serenity and each man cries anarchy so he may find HIS anti-pain & anti-prison but it echoes back to me trendy and the original… Continue reading Hypocrite!
Why I couldn’t quit smoking
I smoke because it’s life I smoke because it’s death And I smoke because sometimes it’s the only thing that modivates me to breathe And I breathe it in And I breathe it out
For Joshua
I know you don’t understand, just why I’m leaving you I know the pain that awaits you now in your life too Bad things have happened that have forced me to go Although I can’t take you with me, I do want you to know
Sleep ‘Till Sleep Is Death
I don’t wanna go to school today I just wanna go to sleep I don’t wanna stress and freit make good grades and get ahead
This Perfect Moment; Live & Let Live
It’s cold again; another day spent shivering and holding my body trying to find warmth. One more cold day and I will surrender. I will lay down in the snow and let it bury me in an ice coffin. I cannot survive in these dire temperatures.