Sorrow Symphony

Screaming

Stop telling me how I should suppress it all and not explode under the pressure they apply. My mind isn’t like that. I feel just like they all do. I may not be human, but hey, whoever said demons couldn’t feel? I protect those that I love and I shall not stop. I must keep… Continue reading Screaming

Death, Spirit, Reincarnate

Cry not for me Momma, I’ll be back. When have I ever truly left you? I know you’re sad, but you know where I am. I’ve gone nowhere. You thought you lost me once, but I never did leave. I promise I didn’t. I’m sorry you’re sad. I’ll try to stay longer this time. And… Continue reading Death, Spirit, Reincarnate

Nothing, Really

It’s been said many times that life is what you make of it… But do I deserve this ridecule? Each time I’ve tried to put my “life” back together, I’ve been shunned still. I’m not saying I want to be well-liked, perish the thought. No, I’d just like to be left alone by those who… Continue reading Nothing, Really

Addiction

These things-spinning through my head. They are not mine, not me Can’t make them stop. Dizzy, dizzy, dizzy. It all spins my head. Need help Must escape. Crazy? Maybe. But not like you’d think. Gotta lay off the shit Should stop, so help me! Sedate me, booze me, shoot me. Anything to make it stop… Continue reading Addiction

The Child Fate

I wonder Even in the greatest times in my life- Why am I hurting? Why must my past come up to haunt something so sweet that I finally hold? What the hell is Fate trying to prove? I already know it hates me. I already know I’m living out a punishment for sins of the… Continue reading The Child Fate

Pleading Insanity

Nothing against the nature of sin, oh no. can’t have insults here, can we? Yet you break those rules quite often. Are you persecuted for the times you spent hurting those who should matter more? Oh, certainly not. But why then should I be the target of all this anguish when I try my best… Continue reading Pleading Insanity