Happy Birthday

Today was supposed to be my day. Today was the day I was one year closer to death. Today was a day that will never come again. Sure there will be another October 14th but never this one. why did everyone have to ruin my special day. Why did my boyfriend have to be depressed.… Continue reading Happy Birthday

flickering lights

theres so manythings i’ve made up, so many things i’ve lied aboput. so many things i can never attone for. so many sins… I tilted my head staring at the ripped sheet hung on the cracked plaster wall. through the rip of the sheet i could see the cracks along the wall. they were shaped… Continue reading flickering lights