RoseTears – Darkness

Marred Topography

My vision is blurring — I’m getting angry you said you’d come but you are not here inside my eye, a lonely whispered tear I think you know what you’re doing; you know my anticipation I’m getting impatient that you keep me waiting Yet I know you don’t want me screaming, hating And the husk… Continue reading Marred Topography

Children’s Games

“Shhh!” she giggled. “It’s what he wants. Can’t you see that? He *wants* this.” “I don’t know, Mary. He’s turning purple. Can’t we go now?” “Shut up, you stupid weak baby!” She let go of the boy’s thoat, watched him gasping for air and sobbing. “Nora, I want you to find a rope. I think… Continue reading Children’s Games

I Will Kill You!

I’d only asked him to help me. “Just this one time, please. I’ll never ask for anything else again.” “I’m not going to help you,” he said. “Don’t ask again.” And he hung up. Hysteria tore through me. I was sobbing and sobbing louder. No one was home, nobody could hear me. I threw glass… Continue reading I Will Kill You!

Sanctimonious Sacrilege

I’m sitting on the roof Wrenching tears not caring how deep I go

With You I Loved, But Loved Alone

I had your soul, I held your hair My world you touched A space in between I had you here — With you I loved, but loved alone Crashing– my thoughts, Falling Stars losing light Love gone, lust here With you I loved, but loved alone Misunderstand….it whispered away I turned around, No one was… Continue reading With You I Loved, But Loved Alone

What It Could Be

When I touch myself I think of you And when my body explodes I envision us

I Hate This World

I hate this world I hate my life

Sodomy

A black ribbon tied ’round an ebony rose Lost souls have no owners Poor peasants make for good harlots

Fuck it all!

I’m mad, I’m angry. It’s 3:46 and I can’t fucking sleep. Why?? Because that bastard child-molester is in my head.

Sullen Dirge

Tears pouring down I loved you once Blood dripping away These cuts are for you But you don’t know how I feel