SuicidalBlonde

slashes of blood

watch my blood, fall to the floor. as it has, many times before. although, this time is different you see. it’s pain caused from you, this time it is not me. you’re the one who’s making these marks, its just my hand, my razor, leaving them. these slashs are your words, which has torn my… Continue reading slashes of blood

A Bloody Love

It was another night. Much like others. Me, you, few other people. Just partying, smoking weed. I couldn’t keep my eyes off of you. I kept thinking about the way things used to be. They should still be like that. When I was happy, when we were together. Everyone had gone off to do their… Continue reading A Bloody Love

I am dead

Chest is tightening up My breaths are geting shorter and shorter My head starts to feel dizzy I fall to the floor My heart stops pumping The blood stops flowing I am dead

My Past, My Present, My Future

My past, Oh what a terible life I had. Jelousy and Anger, Filled me with no end. Beaten as a child. Raped as a teen. Nothing but depression, People can be so mean.

Just Pretend

Acting like you’re always happy Pretending to be all sappy You act like you’re the best well ha,ha you’re nothing but a pest

I Am Me

The whispers The stares The wads of papers All thrown at me

Internet Chat

“The world is at your fingertips” “It’s so safe and secure” Thats what they told us. Too bad they didn’t know before,

One Year Ago

Its been a year One year ago The day my purity was taken By you

Forever is you and me

Running in the rain, One day after school just to see your face Even though my hair was a mess And mascarra runing down my cheeks You still said i looked beautiful

My Mistake

My knees were trembling so much. I couldn’t stop them. I didn’t know what was happening. You kept gesturing me to go somewhere that we could be alone. I was afraid, i knew what would happen. I didn’t want to do what i knew was going to happen. I told you I wasn’t ready, but… Continue reading My Mistake