I feel like the whole world watches and stares, yet in the same breath I have the unfading feeling of invisibility. Having opposite emotions helps me, because when I’m definite on something I act, so this indecision holds me in a dazed limbo.
Author: thicktears
Very lost at the moment, get back to me in 6 months.
colaberation
Pour out thine heart and try to express one self poetically… then backspace… Binding together words like a drunken tailor sews b-grade garments
A quick glance at my situation
I can’t keep holding back all of the hate that I’d love to shoot at evewryone around me. Last night if I wasn’t stoned as shit, I surely would have snapped at my step-mom. She starts screaming at me to everyone, talking about me in third person, she holds up her middle finger and sais… Continue reading A quick glance at my situation
Shit, Drugs, Fingernails, Ghosts and MUCH MUCH MORE!!!
(To be placed in darkness) Shit muthafucker, my face is loose on my skull. I shake my head but the flesh is out of sequence. Hi everyone do you like scary movies? I just watched one, that poor girl was going to get raped, but then they killed her. I think I can’t feel my… Continue reading Shit, Drugs, Fingernails, Ghosts and MUCH MUCH MORE!!!
A shit afternoon like all others
I stand looking at the dirty tiles, there is piss all over the floor, almost knee-fucking-deep in it, a piece of gum or something lays in the corner accompanied by a lone cigarette butt and as I piss I wonder why I even go home, why I even allow another breath into my lungs, I… Continue reading A shit afternoon like all others
Score, 7 big fat buds!
Yesterday I found half a stick on the floor of the bus! There were 7 big fat buds in a 25 bag under the back seat. Theres just this thing with me when it comes to finding things, A couple of months back, I found $25 just lying on the floor…in two seperate notes, a… Continue reading Score, 7 big fat buds!
Drink Fight Fuck – what I love
My wants in a nutshell; drinking, fighting, fucking. But once you’ve drunk, fought and fucked, life seems so dull. I don’t drink anymore, I haven’t been in a fist fight for a while, and I quit fucking. Thats all I can simplify myself to wanting. I love violence, I love sexuality.
Chils molester and HELL
This is the second half of that TRUE STORY I posted a while back, enjoy. She leaned over placing her forehead on his and asked “you all right?!” he replied in a different tone “na, this music is fucken gay!” she thought to her self about the shitty loud as hell music, yeah this is… Continue reading Chils molester and HELL
Roots of all evil
Five candles – one corpse reign of terror – last horse the final day is on it’s way and Lucifer shows no remorse
Child molester and HELL
I am going to tell a true story of a friend of mine, that has been through so much and I need some one to care, or at least listen. Please read the whole thing, I swear it’s no that boring…