I’m not suicidal, in fact I’m very scared of dying, just because I’m afraid of punishment. I’m always afraid that at any moment I’m alone, God will send a lighting bolt down to kill me. And, I’m always waiting for it. I’m always tormented by the thought of dying, but as long as I have… Continue reading This is me
Author: twisti
I have problems, but every once in a while something happens that makes me want to get down on my knees and thank God that I'm alive. Those few moments when I'm truly happy, makes putting up with all this shit worth it.
Falling Into Hell
Holding on with the last bit of strength in my body… everyone i love is above me, helpless, staring with desparation in their eyes. I know what’s pulling me down, it’s my heart… feels as if it’s made of iron. So heavy, I can feel it in the pit of my stomach.
For You
Baby, I miss you I’m sorry I don’t know, wish I knew what to say what to do