As i sit here on this cold stoney park bench, cold and stoney as my life has now become, i think of better days, days when the nievity of youth was still obvious upon my cheek. i then lift the bottl to my lips and rest my head upon the park bench. It will be… Continue reading fading…
Author: unkeptsecret
For you
Down another pill and watch it all float away…. I want to hurt him like he hurt me…i want him to have the kind of pain that lingers…that haunts and follows you around. The kind of paon that effects everything you do. But i cant, i have no emotional control over him soo…ill just sit… Continue reading For you
My safe harbour
I hand you the pills for you to swallow. I introduce you to my world, where we all sit and avoid reality for the fear of failing.
Beautiful Sadness….(poetry)
There’s a vicious cycle- That takes me up inside of it, Every time it comes my way. There’s a dying seed inside of me, Yearning to grow,
You…*story*
How could you nkow how i feel? especially when i dont even know…. i try to surpress the emotion but somehow it always finds its way out…
Just a Thought…
i had a realization today. the people that you always think should be there for u never will be….and the ones u least expect to be there will.
Disillusioned.
Its Hard when someone steals your spirit by kicking you when youre down and claims it for their own. its not fair because they know what theyre doing and so do you,but you cant stop them. character is a natural thing,but now i understand why it belongs to so few. once its taken its difficult… Continue reading Disillusioned.
False Fantasies.
Pretend you love me, pretend that you care… kiss me and touch me… aknolage that im there…
Death of Reality.
Reality fades into a memory… things that once were no longer exist. dreams shattered and flung into oblivion> joy followed by sorrow. Extacy followed by pain. Expectation bt stinging dissapointment.
Alone.
The pain i feel within resounds throughout the empty room. A thick fog of hopelessness decends upon my being… and for once my insides are spilled out into the world. i move to the corner and alone i sit and cry…