only to bleed

I only do it for the rush it brings. the first cut always hurts… but it will bring you soothe yourself. bleeding is pure and relaxing as long as you don’t press to hard on your flesh.

death became her

oh how i wish she loved me. the cutting isn’t helping- no matter how deep i go. she wanted me at first, then drifted away when she saw my darker side. the only thing that’s keeping me going is my goth friends and the cold hearted cemetery.