XAfraidOfLosingX

dizzy

so lost can hardly see my vision blurred life rushing past me

this is me

always thinking maybe dreaming about the nothings i can be

distorted

so lost can hardly see my vision blurred life rushing past everything is spinning

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my constant daydream always running through my head today wont be any diffrent

everything ends

i cant stand the way you talk about her you make her out to be some kind of goddess shes not so perfect one day youll see

my perfect suicide

“i stand in my bathroom the sharpest razor in my right hand, and in my left, a red rose grasped tightly in my palm. the thorns pricking my hands.

“i stand in my bathroom the sharpest razor in my right hand, and in my left, a red rose grasped tightly in my palm. the thorns pricking my hands. starign at my reflection in the mirror in disgust. so imperfect. i hate what i see. thoughts of every lost love and broken heart running threw… Continue reading the perfect suicide

Abandoned

I despise you I adore you I can’t decide My mind is writhing with these thoughts So entangled in my contemplation I wanna scream at you I want to hold you I wish I’d never see your face again But I know I can’t live without you How can something that felt so taintless Make… Continue reading Abandoned

Eradicate

Rip that shit you call a hear out of your chest Smash it to the ground Watch it shatter like glass Try to pick up the pieces Put them back together Could you imagine how that feels? That’s what you put me threw I’d kill you if I could Rip you apart The blood curdling… Continue reading Eradicate