“thats just it…” i mumbled to myself in the middle of a discussion with her. Her the one who has driven past the point of no return, my own mother. Today she had decided to give me shit about how i dress, and her comment of choice was, “You look like you’re about ready to… Continue reading Dying Expectations
Author: xsilentXscreamsx
i am a very boring person, trust me i would know im around myself all the time, but anyhoo... im 14, i hate my life, but what else is new? i get labeled as punk/gothic, mainly gothic, i hate labels because they are stupid and just another way to stereotype people, i live in Bellingham, WA (which you've probably never heard of) and if anyone cares, i am bi, and if you're homophobic you're stupid... dont get me started on that subject...
i want to die... i dont care if people say they care, they dont show it, i dont care if people dont care, because in any case thats all i expect of them, someday ill make it, and ill go by as peacefully as i came, no one on here will notice, and i dont expect you to care.
cheating girlfriend…
haunting me you face, that smile so fake runs hate through my veins liar, cheat… whore how can i love someone still who’s only caused hurt, nothing more lie to me lead me on pull me down at first i thought i was the one hurting you, abusing you you lead me on that whole… Continue reading cheating girlfriend…
dying inside
an emptyness has come pulling away the feelings of love, hurt, all the pain taken from me the feelings of life as my inside trembles and dies you dont even notice my body’s not far behind the scars that kept me alive fade my life does the same my body’s back to normal before the… Continue reading dying inside
goodbye
where does the time go fading away into dusk the deepend red settles pushing my breathe into dust ashes to ashes everyone’s gone the life that once grew inside of me its gone everything returns to normal picture perfect for my funeral the cuts that bled me alive fading away with my life once they’re… Continue reading goodbye
the girl
a tear drops flows and crashes falls onto her arm clear full of gashes
power
theres a cold in silence its all ive ever felt lying in this dusk dry your eyes and look around
untitled *poem*
i hide myself away and you dont even notice your view obstructed by someone else ive decided to let you go
a rose without a thorn
A black rose Blooms from the remains of the rest While being downsized by the world Least compared to the best
everything ive always wanted
i want to fall fall away from here where all my dreams escaped me where i wont have to live in fear
confrontations
i cant look you in the eye confrontations destroy me if there was a way you could know without me having to